Are my hands cold?

I don't want for my feelings to go
Because then all I am is an empty black hole
If all I am is a naive girl
Why would you want me you deserve the world
Fuck this shit, this stupid little game
I want to live, I don't want to play
I feel so stupid you never gave me a sign
I'm so selfish I never think of your feelings I only consider mine
It just makes me so angry things always go good
Just never for me and not when it should
What I want now I don't know
But in the future "are my hands cold?"