To do list:

Get a job
grow hair
pass exams
find myself
keep running
make more stuff
sew some clothes
draw more picture
stop procrastinating
sell clothes on trademe
cover my roof with lampshades
decide what i want to do at university
get over you like the day gets over the night
run around in the rain in gumboots and a raincoat
buy a bike and a picnic set and go for day trips and picnics
love somebody with my whole heart and feel like I will never love again.