You

You can be whatever you want
You can do whatever you want
You can see whatever you want
You can feel whatever you want

So then why

Am I doing what what society wants
Living a life I don't want
Only seeing what others tell me to see
Feeling how you force me to feel?

Because life isn't what you want it's what you are given. Make the most of what you have it won't be perfect but it's not going to change unless you make it.